I am so confused about so many things right now. I have so many emotions running through my head and I am finding it difficult to breathe. I literally feel like the walls are caving in around me and I can't stop them. I hate being confused like this. I don't like not knowing whats going on and I don't like not feeling in control of my body. I feel like every waking moment the tears will flow and I don't like it when they do. I'm hanging in there but I don't know how much more of this confusion I can take. Confusion takes it's toll on a person, an exhausting toll.